THE DEATH OF THE FAMILIAR 
                 
                    I waited for each  
                      protracted day to stretch by 
                      before leaving on my trip,  
                living through every 
                  crucified minute  
                  no other wayto do it  
                and then, as the day neared,  
                  I began to fear this new life,  
                  this release from routine 
                  into the abundance  
                  of heart's dream. 
                Anything new 
                  entails a little death,  
                  any departure  
                  beyond known rounds brings 
                some frantic grasping for the life 
                  you're choosing to end,  
                  its solid body 
              that you'll never touch again 
                                       Walnut Creek, CA 
                           June 10, 2006
                           
                   
                 
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